It’s cuz I’m a girl.
Girly stuff. I think.
I love the feeling of ohmygoddoeshelikemecuzilikehim rush feeling. Unfortunately, that high is always accompanied by the terror that he thinks you’re a complete fucking idiot. And ugly, too. But, willing to have sex, so that’s the only reason he’s willing to see you again.
It’s a total high, though, at the same time as it’s a total anxiety attack.
I do not actually believe that guys ever experience this emotion. I guess I hope that they do becuase that would make girls and guys not quite so different, but deep down inside I don’t believe it.
I’m giddy and at the same time ready to be a complete bitch so as not to have my feelings hurt when I find out he just wants to get laid.
On the other hand, the sex is, I have to admit, pretty fucking good. And even if HE was a complete idiot, which he’s not, he’s definitely hot. So, I should just enjoy that, no?
May 26th, 2009 at 9:58 am
Sweetie I think we are simpatico!
July 27th, 2009 at 12:23 am
I for one can vouch that guys have these feelings and thoughts as well.
February 27th, 2010 at 1:34 pm
Guys: “I’m such an idiot. An idiot with a gut. Why does everything that comes out of my mouth sound stupid? Wait, is she looking at me? Nah, she’s way out of my league.”
Have you never seen a guy look behind him when you glance his way?