Another Sex Blog

I hadn’t seen him for quite some time. He’d emailed me and told me that he’d met a girl (offline) and was going to try the monogamous thing with her. I was a bit pouty over that email. I knew he didn’t mean to be insulting at all and wouldn’t have sent it if he thought it would hurt my feelings. He called being on Adult FriendFinder “an experiment” and that made me feel like *I’d* been “just” part of an experiment. Since I’d thought we’d gotten along well (in addition to the amazing sex), I felt blown off. Disregarded. Inconsequential. I *felt* like he was saying that if we happened to run into one another somewhere he would completely ignore me. On the other hand, logically I knew that he wasn’t like that. So, like I said. I was just being pouty.

More than once, I’ve had guys tell me in one way or another that they’d be horribly embarrassed if anyone they knew found out that they’d been “with” me. And all of those times were before I became active on Adult FriendFinder, so that wasn’t the reason. I. HATE. THAT. I used to tolerate it. Obviously. Otherwise, it wouldn’t have happened more than once. I won’t put up with it anymore. I’m not a secret. Which is why I don’t hook up with guys who are cheating on their wives. I really don’t have a moral problem with extramarital affairs. Personally, I think monogamy is an unrealistic ideal, but I don’t have a moral problem with people who try to achieve it, either. I just don’t want to be a secret. I would have to be kept under wraps if I was The Other Woman, though. So, no thanks.

All’s ok now, though. And he’s so-called single again, so…

Boy, I’m totally getting off the topic. Because I MEANT to write about how this guy is just… wow. I never did write about him earlier when I asked what people wanted me to write about. He was both “WOW incredible sex” and “WOW incredible sex the SECOND time”. And a third and fourth, at least. I’m not sure exactly how many times I saw him. This is a guy that can go all night. Really. Each time, we had sex over and over. At least twice, I was almost painfully sore the next day. Just almost.

I’ve written before about not being a big fan of *receiving* oral sex. (I LOVE giving it.) Mr. Wow is the second guy ever to make me come by going down on me. I wish I could tell exactly what it is he does down there that makes it so irresistible so I could give instructions to others!

Anyway, last night was another great experience with plenty of orgasms for all. After dinner, we were in his car riding to his place when he started groping me. Damn. Great mouth and tongue and great hands. Unfortunately, I had one of those self-conscious attacks and worried that I was having way too much more fun than he was. That’s the root of what makes it hard for me to come from oral sex and it put the brakes on my likelihood of coming in the car, too. But for those few minutes, he was caressing and squeezing my breasts, flicking and pinching my nipples — sure ways to get me turned on. Then his hand went up my thigh, under my skirt, pushed the panties away, and his fingers went to work. Again, I’m not even totally sure what he was doing but it felt damn good!

When I masturbate, I almost never insert anything, even my fingers, into myself. It’s just not arousing. I don’t crave it. But if a guy knows what he’s doing (ahem, trim the fingernails, guys) I love it coming from someone else.

I’m totally being random in today’s post.

Oh, there’s this one position he fucks me in that’s gone on my non-existent list of all time favorite positions. Me lying on my stomach, legs together. He’s behind me / on top of me. My butt ends up sticking up in the air a bit, but that’s because I can’t help rocking my hips in that position. I rock my hips when I’m really turned on. If we stayed in that position for longer and if I had a pillow or, better, a vibrator under me that I could rock ON… I’m pretty sure I’d just keep coming and coming over and over.

Ok, I’ve written enough now. No play-by-play, I know. I just write what comes out of my head through my fingers onto the keyboard.

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