More than 2 dates and other ephemera

Yeah, I don’t know what that title means either.

I’ve changed my profile to indicate that now I’m looking for… well… I still don’t know what to call it. Not a one-nighter. Not Friends with benefits — because, personally, I’ve found the benefits part of that not to be so evenly distributed among the friends involved. Not a committed Long Term Relationship, though, either. Something between the one-nighter and the LTR. A Friends with Benefits with Potential. Which means more than two dates, I guess, so I have to nix that policy.

Other random thoughts:

I like these new smileys. I feel like thinking up things to say just to be able to use them.

I just got back from my ex-boyfriend’s place. We talked. Had a beer. Gave him a blowjob. Then I left. I didn’t really get anything obvious out of it, but I still had fun. Does that make me weird or what? I say I didn’t get anything “obvious”, because I did get *something* out of it, otherwise I wouldn’t have done it and wouldn’t have left with a smile on my face. Ok, first I really *like* giving head. And he tastes particularly good. And, damn, he just *appreciates* it so much! It’s nice. Hmmm… I can’t help but think of the people who criticized my earlier adventures and are soooo sure that I’m disturbed in some way. I’m pretty sure they’d see this post as more evidence for their theory, but hey, if I’m crazy and *happy* then who the hell cares if I’m crazy?

That’s it. I have nothing else for now. I thought I had more random thoughts chasing around in my head, but they’re hiding and I can’t find them at the moment.

G’night.

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