Don’t even feel like creating a title.
I’m sad. Crushed actually. Crushed.
I’d had really high hopes for something that just fell through. I feel like all the air’s been let out of me.
I haven’t read enough of the blogs to know for sure, but I think this feeling of getting burnt out after about 4 months is pretty routine.
So, the feeling of just having too much of this site for a while PLUS just having my hopes kind of crushed
means I’m taking a break.
I have forty something not even read emails in my inbox. And others I’ve read and whose writers are waiting for responses.
I need a break. You know how it feels to get your hopes up about something and then when it falls apart it’s hard to still feel excited about anything else? That’s how I am right now.
I apologize if this is kind of cryptic. I don’t have anyone I can explain this recent disappointment to. Not anyone who would understand it anyway. So, I needed to be able to write this much. Even if it doesn’t make sense to anyone reading it.
Crushed. Disappointed. Slowly turning into anger. Eventually. Then I’ll forget it.